31.8.09

... e t e r n a l l e e ...



... till death do us part? ...
... no such to spare for Soul - skinned bare in the inevitable share -
... for her Eternity has born a new Heir
... free of false fables
... no longer forlorn in dreams once torn
... new beginnings
... sights of new horizons
... connectivity for spirit's longevity
... life's perceived perpetuallity no longer lingers in if's and but's
... but souls recognition of everlasting life in ... YES
... till death shall us part?
... ring-bound...
... bands of everlasting...
... till death doomed to part?
... exchanged vows of promises in sickness and health
... alas; growth from within
... as sweet flowers bloom in spring
... radiant life is due
... my desire is to indulge with you
... lets photosynthesize our souls pure demise
... and let linger our inevitable sweet November
... vows of I do - reprehensibly - I DO
... for non tangible can i herewith be bound
... but purely through seek of The Only does my heart recognize mapped desire of being
... no bounds of bands postulate destinies
... for one's soul recognition in another - planted seeds of hope and joy and passion of Truth
... herewith eternity in being by once meeting marks life beyond breathing
... so till death do we aspire for ignition of souls True fire
... with vows of salvation from Earth's being's dilapidation
... but her eternallee now soars in seek of BE
... and circles loves being in trust and honor of a forever's promise
... in ... Unity ... Universally
... You and Me

26.8.09

... My Very First Poem...



... this poem written six years ago ... we still knew what VCR meant back in these days... lol

CHANGE YOUR CHANNEL

STOP PRESSING MY BUTTONS!
QUITE TRYING TO FINE-TUNE MY RECEPTION INTO YOUR RE-RUN EPISODES OF LIFE.
IF YOU PRESS PAUSE FOR ONE SECOND
AND EJECT YOURSELF FROM THAT BOX
YOU WILL REALISE THAT I NEED TO SURF MY OWN CHANNELS
AND FIND MY PREFERED RECEPTION
LET ME MAKE YOUR SILVER-SCREEN EXTRA-ROLE
TURN INTO MY VERY OWN MOTION-PICTURE
TO REEP MY OWN OSCAR AND GRAMMY
TO KNOW EACH LINE
TO FEEL EACH DRAMATIC MOMENT
LET ME BE MY OWN COMEDY ACTION ROMANTIC THRILLER
TOGETHER WE WILL WALK OUR OWN PARALELL RED CARPETS
BUT MY DEAR FORCED DIRECTOR, PRODUCER, MAKE-UP ARTIST...
LET ME FREE FROM THIS STATIC DESIRE OF ANOTHER...
LET ME ACQUIRE MY SOUGHT SATELLITE DESIRE...

... I Am Woman ...

... I am woman...
No Man do i Woman need or yearn 4.
Ur words... MAN...
Do not heal nor comfort nor induce solice in times of strife...
YOU MAN...
YOU Are NOT
the woman inside I...
My perpetual thawts are not those of ur spoken words...
4 my Eyes see you MAN.
I Woman need not man.
To protect me with brute force...
To bring me gifts of tangible commodoties.
To hear ur monotenous unchanging unmelodious cries of WHINE :
" ... How do i compare thee to a summers day...".
O please wanna be lover spare me exposure 2 ur unchanging conformed cladded facade of society...
I am Woman...
She need not Man...
Woman of soul and eyes with desire 4 the Being in life...
Passion with me companion...
Tease with me friend...
Silence with me solice...
Journey in minds own world with me traveller...
Lyric with me music man...
Touch with me the unthinkable inspirer...
Jump with me free thinker...
Debate with me chairperson...
Lets discover each other...
I am Woman...
U man r friend...
companion...
lover...
storyteller...
SOULMATE ...

Woman


Woman... keeper of compassion and soulful desires; captivated by blinded eyes of unknown... kept by care and nuturing... love and security... determined...


None like Woman... found less by the owner; cherished by few...
Alas the owner not fear....

Hence Fear not be the absense of courage but underlying strength, love and determinated to strive for the best of those presently present.

Be not afraid of soulful desires... indulge in inner lust of that which entices you...
for you are Woman... None like any other... cherish thineself and the unknown eyes shall follow

... a note on What and That ...

On what... what is what... what is something inexplicably explicable but finds the source to its nothingsness to be so profound that its just ... What...

A question perhaps... or rambling of minds... n souls n possessed with THAT...

ThAT... thats not known... or it is perhaps: That and What are likened to sorts of unknowns... or known but not ackownwledged? or acknowleged but not accepted...

Accepted?.. Acceptance of What?.... no... not ramblings not blurrs not incoherent "stuff"... Truths truths truths...

Truths of That... That thought to be unknown; unheard of by ones soul... soul there it is... presently" What-ed-out"... but contains coherents "Thats...

Welcomed Thats... and seeked for Whats but only realisation of unknowns unbeknown to none like the other... but not indoctrinated for acceptance there of...

the unknowns of What and That only seen as unknowns whence they become subliminaly known..

Subliminal lingerings of soulful desires for THats and Whats... and Accept Accept Accept ... float and feel and linger and Be... Just Be... for mystery and and UNKNOWNS bring comfort and lust for more realistic infatuations of inner most desires...

On What ... On What shall it be....

Unknown tis it.... n Tis welcomed...

... doeS thE worlD knoW ...


















heal the world?

does she know her inhabitants;
these diseased creatins that feed from her soul
the purest of pure
richest of rich;
are uprooting true essence of ther own life
fear indulged in and bathed with soap of deceit
she know not how to prevent this pandemic
covered in creepers like a black sheet of nothingness
why not - rotting souls - do you see your nothingness ways
you blind bats with faulty radar
worthless fickle beings
This world - of once wholesome tremendous beauty - she needs u no longer
for u ways are destructive
repulsive
selfish

Covered in non-essentials
materials
man-made
uncured
scars
ripped of truth

Does the World know?
these inhabitants seek for truth
but ways unpure
return return return
LISTEN
wholey
fully
with heart
and soul
pure soul
foresake not the Mother that heals of true essence in self
feel and touch and taste
for its there and it thrives
find it once more
embrace it
for that - World - is truth...

nuture with love
love without fear
protect for purpose of preservation of purity
for there is no other Mother...

an extension of perceived existence - tis not the way...
remember...
regress to progress
live free - not opressed by whimz of her and him and them
from within
lets be
in unity for she... yearns also - TO BE
no solution bought but sought - WITHIN U...
purge unwanted and embrace the ultimate of grace

forgotton have not fallen - only hidden
seek together
to be forever....

... coulors of you paint my soul ...


the colours of you paint my soul...
brushes of golden bristles wrap around my heart;
sealed with strength.
crimzon veins no longer throb and splurge grey lava lumps to throat longing of truth in one seen by another...
rose bushes now bloom and the choking thorns no longer inhibit the objective of me...
felt by untainted passions of yes...
red tides rush head to toe...
rusted dead cells washed clean by fuschia streams of awe and in my future - u; i see....
mint fresh breaths of new air filled lungs....
goose bumps and hairs on end....
watering taste buds....
wat is this flavour? ....
fruits so sweet - exotic squirts ....
never heard of.... thought of as dormant
crystal streams lighten my brow.... lenses cleansed and sight - universal
wine red; diamond black satin lace threads that is your featherlike touch...
your surrender of your skin upon mine.....
feel the expulsion of gasping wow's from my four chambered pump of life
feel it in the marrow of your bones...
let it creep like grape vines and let its source of life be your smile that induces life...
engulf the sensual i
tickle me pink
tantalizing
hypnotic
....
surreal
.....
no
....
SO REAL
.....
exotic...
infected by
toxicity of you
rare poison
target - one's soul
i drink and sip and lick wet lips
no - no antidote...
let me linger...
drench my soul...
dear artist of life on the unknown....
paint with me our rainbow coloured world
let us ribbon-wrap each other within ourselves...
I've found the true face in i
i see life
i see love
i see you
i love you..

24.8.09

... A Name Is Born ...

... This poem written on 15.09.08...


... word vomit about inexplicable notions and emotions induced by a stranger in the physical world... no inclination of what it meant at the time ... these things induced within me unintentionally by this beautiful soul and in this stranger of the eyes as well...


... this man nameless - or at least name that did not fit or could not relate to ... so i dubbed him El Viajero - the Traveller and myself El Viaje - The Journey....


... the initial title of this poem - Perpetual Inevitable Serendipity...




...Twas but a single solid stare into that which sights on inner intent of I - the most pure of ignorant intent to sight in you the awe of the minds eye and souls breathe for each thump of chest, as beams of radiant energy of us are impulsively indulged with each and one...


... So childish giggles from the path not yet travelled before... the twigz, thornz, and brown-coloured crinkle-cut leaves are swept clean, and revealed - innocence, untainted delaria of elation in intriguied joy in a simple "be" ...


... Mine mind knows not wat lay ahead, my soul destined for its sole desire to be with an untangible entity of perhaps - yes please... more - lets float...


... Unwrapped sensualities in torque of "society", blood rushed; filled capillaries - voidz neva before discovered...


... A tear to shed for overwhelming .... overwhelming what?... Do my compulsive beliefs in YES; glasses half full blind to truths?... my heart, my soul tell me no... Such a force cannot be reckoned with - a force so unforceful it makes me want more...


... A glance, just one sbreathe, a stoke, a long deep sigh from the depths of my being... elation of a wordless speech to say to you... to explain what awe you fill in me...


... Each moment - sucked in wholey... the gaze you give sees but a accetate covered being... unclothed with intent to know truths that with you - knows no boundary...


...Yours in mine - savoured... a shared word, a laugh, red red wine... breathe of air my way... Being... held onto for that moment in time ... savoured... savoured... savoured ...


... Greatful for the next word, touch, breahe, and gasp of WOW.... how?... Yes - tis not a dream... or perhaps its a dream now come to life...


... Although should I wake now - the hope would be to fall asleep again into oblivious wakenings of endured realism in euphoria...


... Delarious in toes and tongue...


... Exposed.... Free ...


... Dance each step...


... Melodious steps in tune...
... Heard...
... And unheard...


... The objective of these ramblings are unknown... these illusive; almost incoherent words of soul's desires... and words not enough to say to you... thank-you... u being of light ... how i find truth of soul in mine own ... translated but truths of you ...


... Inspiring Being ...


... how have u happened? ... and where are you destined? ... for within my own - i feel in you ... stranger of eye... but mate of the soul... familiar yet strange and ingrossingly perculiar... welcome welcome welcome ...


...What is this mass that holds form and contains beauty of everlasting being... what is this soul's origins... and sweet serenity evoked within her... this girl; woman... experiencing liberation of self... breathe after breathe ... let her out ... free... free ... free ...


... To be in you and you in me ... theres no explainable philosophy... other than... what must be... must be...


... what is your title of physiche? ... tickle me pink ... emotion so unique...
...to speak in languages of afar... to let us be... will leave no scar...


... dear kind soul... lets embrace desires to inspire... and ignite sweet passions of internal fire... for you MAN ... annoymisslee she seeks... and waits patiently for sweet being within to speak...